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Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
1:55 am	he was layin in a over followin bath tub of red water the first and last time he ever relaxed. and they said he had a smile on his face his final offer the steam on the mirror said "I got one more thing to say" (Comment on this)
1:47 am	what do you want from me? i have giving all i can. i dont what its goin to take. i dont know if i can understand. (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 15th, 2005
2:56 am	As soon as your born they make you feel small, By giving you no time instead of it all, Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all, A working class hero is something to be, A working class hero is something to be. They hurt you at home and they hit you at school, They hate you if you're clever and they despise a fool, Till you're so fucking crazy you can't follow their rules, A working class hero is something to be, A working class hero is something to be. When they've tortured and scared you for twenty odd years, Then they expect you to pick a career, When you can't really function you're so full of fear, A working class hero is something to be, A working class hero is something to be. Keep you doped with religion and sex and TV, And you think you're so clever and classless and free, But you're still fucking peasents as far as I can see, A working class hero is something to be, A working class hero is something to be. There's room at the top they are telling you still, But first you must learn how to smile as you kill, If you want to be like the folks on the hill, A working class hero is something to be. A working class hero is something to be. If you want to be a hero well just follow me, If you want to be a hero well just follow me. amazing. unlike you. (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
6:11 pm	.... I HATE MY FUCKING HOUSE! (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
4:27 pm	well than, we are into school so far so good, and lifes looking a little better, but nevertheless i still work 2 jobs and free time is not there. I went over to craigs last night, with rob derk keith, chuckles, craig himself, and sarah, it was a great time. Fridays are the only days i look forward too now. anyways, you must understand that its so much cooler to put just one or 2 lines from a song in ur info and not the whole thing. umm classes are dandy and i am shooting for attempting to get into state, maybe. awesome, but greg wants me to go up there with him in the next fall, and i was thinking about it and i dont see how its not a good idea. Other news, Problems with my family grow expodentially. Ask, and i will tell. i think its good to let other people know how my family sees me. i think it will make things better. other wise i am going to turn on the reggae station from yahoo ( Oh by the way, check out The Audition ( danny stevans's band on yahoo as well) and read some HST. Have A Good Life. -Philip Current Mood: weird Current Music: Buju Banton - Hills and Valleys. (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
2:33 pm	yay 2morrow is my bday. yippie 19... next friday i am wanting to go to the canada. anyone down? umm robs apparently gettin me some sort of massive gift with other people going in on it.. i am rather worried. otherwise still boring, still working. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 26th, 2005
11:39 pm	Whats wrong? school has started. so far my classes are cool, but nevertheless i dont feel good inside. i am missing something. i am keeping both jobs. gas is crazy. diddy needs to stop changing his name. I have a bad feeling about the up coming months, i need to check the scrolls... i am planning on going up to my cabin for a weekend. gettin away from this (this being work, school...) and if you want to come, just tell me. this is the longest entry i have done in a while. theres no way to describe the way i feel except for one beautiful word...., FUCK! Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: The beatles - a day in the life (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
2:22 pm	bah up north was cool, i thought port austin would be bigger. god was i mistaken. yea thats all. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 29th, 2005
1:16 am	80's night tonite was grand! i looked so hot, but ap had everyone beat with his fuckin pony tail. thats all. i have to go now. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
11:46 pm	i work to fucking much,, my car is for school and work, i am in more debt, i will be in more when school starts. i am so fucked. This blister on my baby toe is the size of the toe itself, but i can not bring myself to pop it, only because i am on my feet for another 13 hours 2morrow. go me. not you. Current Mood: horny Current Music: The amazing adventures of flashlight. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
9:08 pm	I am bored. Well my social life is going down hill. I dont go out, i work at least 3-4 12 hour days. and then every other day i either work 7-8 hours at sears, or i work at Vince and Joes. So my days off are now one where i work once a day. Yep. i am looking forward to this weekend and the grad parties. becuase i have sunday off from sears so i can attempt to have a good time on a saturday night. Go Phil. Current Mood: horny Current Music: The Mindless Chatter Of Seinfeild (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
1:37 am	HAHAHA Its about 15 or 16 days later, and i doing the same thing i left off doing. Sitting here in my basement, drinking. at least tonite i ... wait no nothing has changed. FUCK i dont know i, i just fucking really hate some people that i am around right now. and some people tha make my life fucking bad from a distance i dont know i am just fuckin done. DONE DONE DONE DONE DONE FUCK YOU ALL. I will fight all you fuckers to the death before i do something for you GOD DAMN IT. ( This out burst of hate was brought to you by: Beer!, helping ugly people have sex since before you were born.( this outburst does exclude a few people. ( i dont feel i have to name names.) I FUCKING HOPE THE WORST APON YOU! BITCHES! Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Nicl Drake - Pink Moon ( trying to calm down) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 12th, 2005
11:12 pm	Work. All i do is work, and then i sit at home or i do nothing and all that junk and talk to people on line becuase i am a loser. I am making more than 550 for all you people who were laughing at me, even though i make more at sears. Dom came up to me and told me that he talked to salvo and that i will be takin care of me. in other news, well shit there really isnt any other news,fuck me. Well i am going to get back to drinking in my basement alone, because thats what i am doing now. Current Mood: horny Current Music: The Beatles - A day in the life (my new favorite song bitch) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
9:26 pm	wokring sucks, n so does a bunch of other shit. I just ate some cookie dough, and my stomach hurts. I am stupid. I have to work 2morrow at 6, today i worked from 8-1 and then 4-815. Sears was ghey, i had to scrub doors all the time i was there. Vj's was coo. Slowly making freinds there. I need some wheels baby. I need the open road, the wind thru my hairs. and what eles. A lady by my side. But i guess i could settle for one of those things. Rockking out! Current Mood: horny Current Music: John Lennon - Jealous Guy. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 28th, 2005
1:59 am	Yo. My insides are what seems to bleeding. I might go get it checked out i am gettin kinda nervous. Oh well, I got another job again, which is kick ass. Its at Vince and Joes. Fucking mob and shit. LoL. but other than that not having a car is killing me. Faking shit. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
11:54 pm	Sunday sunday, the weekend was a blast, a blur, a bananza, a wedding. My cousin Nicole married Cory this weekend. Friday we got up to lansing, and i was upset becuase everyone was at the comedy club, and i was stuck at the hotel. I went down-stairs to where my mom was watching my little brother swim, and apparently my cousin austin (who is 16) he came back because they would not let him see the comics. My mom could obviously tell that i was bored and that i was not having fun, so she gave me a beer. I thought this was a little odd seeing as how we were inside at the pool, but nevertheless i drank the beer. Austin got out of the pool and told me that he had a key to the bar room. (Allow me to explain my family. They are heavy drinkers. We had a suite that was used for partying.) I went into 109 and was happy that they had bought vodka, so i made myself a drink and sat down to watch some stand up comedy on the teley. a while later i hear my family coming, well because anyone could. Let the serious drinking begin (they had already been drinking, but since now they dont have to drive, its time.). After a while we have to leave the room because it was around 12 and i guess my aunt wanted to sleep in the suite that night. What to do,ou have a bunch of Buffa Drunkers? Well, you move rooms ofcourse. Next thing i know i am carrying a cooler down the hall way to 125. Once inside the room liqour lined the dresser, tv stand, and some small table. This was my uncle ricks room, Quite the well rounded drinker. Later that night after alot more vodka, i found myself running across the road to burger king to get my uncle mark a jr whopper and some onion rings. they wouldnt serve me... Ofcourse i was standing, well stumbling in the drive thru window yelling at the burger kind staff. They WERE fucking communists. I could see the hammer and sickle underneath their grease-soaked shirts. But after that minor set back, pizza showed up at the room. Who ordered? Who paid? all this a mystery. All i knew is that i liked it. Went to bed around ???. i slept on the floor. Satuday was the wedding. Up at 630am. Why? i dont know shit happens. Went down to the contential breakfast, i felt as though i was going to throw up but i shovled the food down. And the apple juice, damn i havent had apple juice in a long time and that hit the spot. I went up and showered and got ready for this great day. MSU, once again, IS FUCKING HUGE, we got lost maybe 10 minutes before the wedding. My family was dressed to the nines, some people might put it that way. We were all dressed in black suits, hair all did, and clean. The other family came in tennis shoes, polo shirts and khakis? Maybe this is the dress code in esconaba, that crazy crazy place. Anyway it was a beauitful wedding. And then lots of pictures. Anyway by 1210 i was back at the hotel drinking again, i deicied to take it easy. since it was still just around noon. The reception was not untill 5 but still what the hell. We left the reception was awesome, lots of music, drinkin, and then ofcourse the SS, the waiters and waitress were on me like a hawk in the dining room. Once outside the dining room and to the bar, Molly did not care. (My family likes to be on a first name basis with any of thier bartenders. (Also when she is a hot college red head.). The Kellog center place was awesome, there was another reception right down the hall where we went to meet girls and get more drinks. It was awesome. After the recpetion. it was back to the hotel to finish off. I went to bed around ??? and once again slept on the floor. Sunday, i woke up at about 830 and then we hit the road towards home. 5 minuets into the trip i found out that i had forgotten my phone and that my father had to turn around. Dad was not happy about this, but fuk that. Once i got home, seriously with in seconds Tom Fisher was here to pick me up so that we could go to the Airshow, it was grand. Once inside the base tom dropped his cigerette butt on the grounf and one of the Millitary Men came up to his truck window and told him that "This was his base and that he would let tom slide this time." Funny shit, the air show was cool, but soon we were rained out. Ok this was my weekend. Have a good day. Current Mood: horny Current Music: Weekend Swingers (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
12:20 am	Fuck me Well we will work backwards on this crazy tale, starting off with my crying in the shower. Now you are asking yourself why was i crying in the shower? Well simply put it was because i had just recently been in a fucking horriable accident with my car, my freind and other people... Everyone was fine, but i still could not stop this horriable feeling working its way up my chest and into my tear ducts. I was going through a yellow light, and then the man made a left. I am at fault. No ticket. I feel horriable that i in-dangered my freind like that. i feel horriable that i still owe my dad money on that car. But i am glad just to be here. I am glad that dereks here to. I am glad that the man i hit is hear to. I can replace the car. I can replace the slurpee (derek). Those are just things. But i started and stopped working at napoli today. I wonder how much scrap i can get for that shit. Also i have a paintball gun up for sale now quailty shit only $300.00, contact me. althought about 4 people read this journal, i guess that was pointless. What a fucking jolt. Current Mood: horny Current Music: Like this mood would ever change (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 8th, 2005
9:45 pm	Update... Well, i found out there are alot of sick people out there, i was acting as a 14 year old girl online and well, the responses would make charles manson sick. Otherwise, my week was pretty good. Nothing really to complain about. AJ quit zoup and i hope to score his job because i only have 36 hours at sears this month. what a fucking joke. Money sucks when you dont have any of it. I assume that when you do have alot things come alot easier. Sears is also being attacked by a union that wants to get in, i say fuck that. I dont want to pay the union and lose things that sears already gives me. This was by far my favorite quote on the letter i received: " Together we can fight Sears/Kmart's corporate greed and total dominance over its workers." They have sunk down to lying, sears is not a bad place to work even though i may make it seems that way. The only down side, like i said before was hte 36 hours a month. I had that many during Christmas in one week, now it is streched out over a month.... Pretty shitty. I can go to california with craig, my parents dont object and tell me i cant go ( my dad tries) but my mom says she is just scared of just the 2 of us driving. I still plan on going, just i need the cash. Anyways, this shits to long and i am ranting so i will go now, you kids take it easy and remember only you can prevent forest fires. Current Mood: horny Current Music: Dad yelling from other room (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
8:32 pm	Yea I finally got my weezer tickets, 89x radio is nothing but a bunch of procrastinator. But they came through. I started reading Fear and Loathing in las vegas, and other american tales. its a great book, most of you may have seen the movie with johnny depp, but the book is by far better. I am currently searching for a second job, making my plans come easier. Also anyone who wants to buy the tickets can purchase them off me, i dont really have time to go to the concert and i can use some cash. Learned alot about people this week some scary some not so scary others shocking and what not but i had fun. --_-_-- Philip --_-_-- Current Mood: horny Current Music: System Of A Down - B.Y.O.B (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
8:55 pm	yesterday was a cool day.... not to mention it was 4/20 that was cool. -Me- (2 Comments |Comment on this)